My heart raced every time the police opened the door. I wanted to go to court and get it over with.
But, while I painfully waited, I used my time to read books with the help of the sunlight that crept through the iron barred window next to my bunk. I’d also admire the panoramic view of the city, making me a little melancholic about the elusive freedom that stood far away.
Early one morning, I was called by a guard. I practically jumped out of my bed and rushed towards him, already offering my wrists so that he could hand-cuff me. This was a routine that became second-nature to all of us.
He told me we were going to see the judge. We walked through the dark corridor and when we got to the first floor, Ana was there holding a bag with sandwiches and orange juice. I thought it clever to offer him some food with a $20 dollar bill to get him to seat us at one of the benches that stretched throughout the garden and across to the judge’s chamber. It worked.
His mood changed as so did his strict attitude. So much so that he removed my hand-cuffs and told me to relax and enjoy my time with Ana.
I immediately hugged and kissed her, feeling a rush come over me as if I was being touched for the first time.
She quietly explained the conversation she had with a prominent lawyer in town who “schooled” her on the proceedings of “court in first instance.” I didn’t know what this meant but according to the advisement of the lawyer, I was to keep my mouth shut and not worry about it.
Before I could ask her give me thorough details, I was “cuffed” and escorted to the judge’s chamber.
She appeared to be in her 40’s, sitting behind a monstrous desk smoking a cigarette in a nonchalant demeanor.
As soon as our eyes met, she ordered me to sit in one of the two black leather chairs that faced her.
The thought of bribing her seemed like a good idea and rather enticing, but I already was in a lot of heat. I didn’t want to take any further chances. I brushed it off and decided to trust the council of the lawyer. Since I was going to hire a good one anyway, it’d be better to leave it up to him to handle it. I felt that putting up a fight with the judge would inevitably prolong my stay there.
Her office was a mess. Folders and papers were spread every-where, and her ashtray had a thick mountain of ashes that stunk up the room.
Behind her, a massive bookshelf held an assortment of law books and a 5 foot pole steadily balanced the Dominican flag on its base.
Her secretary who looked more like a center-piece than an individual, wasted no time in introducing a sheet of paper in between the rolls of her old vintage typewriting machine.
“Mr. Roca, do you know why you’re here?”
“Not really.” I responded.
“Well, I’m going to remind you. You are here for cocaine importation into this country.”
“I won’t say a word until I talk to my lawyer.”
“Don’t matter to me…by the way…” she said, opening one of the drawers of her desk, “Do you know this man?” She held up a photograph.
Oh God, I thought. Silently freaking out. It was the image of Dario. The friend who introduced me to his connections in the Dominican Republic.
“No, I don’t know who he is.”
“Once again, I’m going to remind you. His name is Dario Duncellor, and he’s the one who brought you here to meet Pacheco, a real drug-dealing son-of-a-bitch.” The judge stared me down while stamping out her filtered cigarette in the ashtray.
I swallowed and of course, she knew I was lying.
In an effort to presume I was collaborating, and not being deceitful, hoping that she’d go easy on me if it seemed I was ignorant to the truth, I came clean about knowing them.
“Well, yeah, I know the man, but I have nothing to do with drugs.”
At that moment I remembered Pacheco telling me about his travels to Colombia to arrange the smuggling of “kilos” into the island.
I figured he was the snitch and the judge was slyly trying to protect him by making him look like the drug trafficker.
She asked one of the guards to take me outside while she sorted through her papers and studied
the evidence.
It didn’t even take her 5 minutes before she ordered me back in along with 3 additional guards.
“I’ve decided that there is enough evidence against you so I’m ordering your immediate transfer to La Victoria Penitentiary while you wait to be sentenced by a judge.”
One of the guards grabbed me by my arm and pulled me up from the chair. He signaled for me to extend my wrists so that he could place the cold steel apparatus on them. Not only was he and the judge chastising a part of my body, but they were chastising and crippling my spirit as well.